Oh Monday Monday.. can't trust that day....

Well I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter. I really did. We went to Albany on Saturday to see my grandparents and family for an Easter celebration. I did snap a few pics :) One of my grandadddy and my daddy talking and of course one of Addy all rosy cheeked from running around :)

It was a really good time. I have to be quite honest. I was struggling with going at all. I woke up in a very grumbly mood Saturday. I mean I didn't want to make deviled eggs or get anything ready to go to Albany. So I figured I better suck this up because something good must be going on to feel this much resistance!!

Well it must have been the church service. We went to Providence Church in Albany with Misty and Aarron. IT WAS AMAZING! It was just fabulous, fabulous. The worship was amazing and so was the preaching. I mean the title was God IS Able. It felt like God saying hello Lindsay, remember I got this so keep on trucking. :) 

Adds in her Easter dress

So the rest of the day was really good even though I was allowing me to get a little irritated at Addy's behavior, but I pulled thru. 

Now on to Monday... yowza, can we go back to yesterday?? I can't tell you how awful today is.. I mean I feel very attacked so I am trying to keep going because I know I am doing right and on the right track if this is what I am coming up against. I know I am going to encounter the devil's folk.. I need to get prepared and know that I have the power to tell these negatives to leave and go back to where they came from.I mean really, God has given you the power to do this! Seriously it works. And just like my sis has to remind me constantly.. Don't argue with it just tell it to go! Because God is not putting these thoughts/lies in my head. So I knew I needed some verses just to keep with me and recite when I feel like blah blah... So of course my most fave came up and here is a few more. 

“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” Philippians 4:13

“The Lord is my strength and my shield …” Psalm 28:7


“He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might He increases strength.” Isaiah 40:29


“Whenever I am afraid, I will trust in You. In God I will praise His word, in God I have put my trust; I will not fear. What can flesh do to me? … In God I have put my trust; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?” Psalm 56: 3,11

I really like that last one, just in general. For some reason I just did not want to come to work today. Ok let me get real with you real quick. I don't really ever want to be here. I have a really great job, but its just not for me. So I think I am just easily attacked with stresses and aggravation. So if you think about me any time.. please pray. I know I will not be here forever and God has big plans that he has shared with me. But for the time being I want to be here but I want to do my work with a very happy heart. You know. I have to get rid of this gunk!
PS Praise the Lord we are renting apartments today :) that has been on my prayer list today :)